I Forgot The Past, Because You Came Along

2011-08-20T09:04:00.000-07:00

Don't know if you're still gonna read my blog. But yeah. I'm sorry. It's for the best. :/

2011-08-09T08:03:00.000-07:00

If you're reading this, then that means you still think about me. That you still miss me. Hmm. I really don't know what to say, so forgive me if you think what I'm writing is bullshit. You know why I yet upset when you feel insecure? It's because I feel that I can't or I'm not good enough to make you feel secure with me. It's damn frustrating you know? You ask me how I put up with you, well, this is gonna sound corny and cheesy, but I love you. So basically when you said you didnt think I was gonna care, it hurt. I got angry. Hurt like fuck. Yes, like fuck. Because I care about you. Alot. Is it so hard to see that? I'm sorry. :/ but really. I care alot about you. Don't know why you would think that I don't. :/ and now you're mad at me. Great. GREAT. Maybe I really am THAT useless. Haihs. :/

2011-08-03T03:15:00.000-07:00

Hellooo. I finally get to use the internet and therefore I get to blog! Hahaha yay! :) okay. My day was pretty normal. Oh oh we made soap today for chemistry! It was kinda cool la. My friend's beaker broke! Omg damn fail! Hahaha supposedly the beaker was too hot. :p
Hmmm. Baby how was your day? Kinda waiting for you to call me now actually. :p gotta go tuition soon. I'll blog more after tuition okay?
One of my shortest post so far! Haha. Gotta go, bye for now! :)

Saranghaeyo :)

2011-08-02T07:12:00.001-07:00

If you think I'm sleeping, then you're wrong. Haha. Because I'm not! I dnt know why I read everything you write, maybe cause it's too interesting? :p hmmm. Okay. Here's the thing, I NEVER watched star wars, don't plan to. :D oh oh oh and that girl you posted a picture of, damn hottt! Like wow. 0.0 is there a thing she doesn't have ah? OMG. HAHAHA jealous? You know, we've been talking so much lately, that everytime my phone rings, I think it's a call from you. And when it's not, I get disappointed. :/ hahaha you affect me girlfriend! :p you know, I like the part when you said that you're happy you're pretty enough to get an awesome boyfriend. Not self praisin here okay but just wanna let you know, I wouldn't have it any other way. Haha. Thats why although giving up is the easiest thing to do, I won't. Don't be scared of the future.. Because girl, you and I will go through it together :)

P.s that girl Amy? She may have everything a guy wants. But not what I want.
Because all I want is you.

She may have everything, but one,
She's not the one I want,
Basically, she list from the start,
Because she ain't got our boyfriend's heart.
Never did. Never will.

Ni Zhi Dao Ma? Wo ai ni. :)

2011-08-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

Hi again! Because of somebody, I'm starting to blog almost everyday again. Happy baby? :) haha. Okay, I'm here to talk about yesterday. I think it was one of the most emo-est nights of my life. Lol. -.- this girlfriend of mine, damn bipolar! Haha. It's okay. You know? When you said some things yesterday, I could almost cry. :/ hmm. But it's okay la..now that's settled. Promise me you won't do it again? Hahaha somehow you might, but like I said, I don't care, I'll take whatever you throw at me. Just don't wanna lose you. And yeah, like you said, you should be thankful you weren't next to me yesterday..I don't know what I would've done to you to shut you up. Really. I think I'd pin ou to the wall and start kissing you or something. And I'll keep asking you whether you wanna so it again or not. Haha :p but seriously baby, don't do it again. :/ I would really cry. Hmm. But after hearing about the letter you read to me just now..I'm sure you'll keep your promise. :) hmmm. I wanna keep reading that letter over and over again. Haha :) :) you don't have to worry about me looking at other girls, cause in my eyes I see only you :) haha cheesy right? :p okay la I should stop now. Bye!

I know you know, but I'll keep reminding you day after day,

I love you. :)

Baby! :)

2011-07-31T05:20:00.000-07:00

Hello baby! You say I don't blog enough.. So here I am blogging while you're at concert! Hahaha. Hmmm. Our lives seem to be on pause right now huh? Well. I can't help myself. I think I'm addicted to you already..Its like, I wait for you to call me everyday. I wait for your text. If I don't get a call or I don't get a text, I'll be restless one. Damn that sucks doesnt it? Hahaha.

Okay.. Now I shall talk about that day. What I like about you was firstly, your eyes..damn. The way you looked at me with those eyes, it was like drawing me closer and closer..dunno why thoughh. Then I liked how you really teased me when I was on the phone..haha I really didn't expect that. Thought that only happens in movies. :p :p. Then when I called my friend, you pulled me down..I really liked that..:p haha. There's just so many to like about you.. The way you hugged me was really nice. :) hmmm. I was so nervous before meeting you that time. Now it's like...I can't wait to see you again..to hold you again. Baby, I miss youu! :(
Okay I think I blogged enough for today. Bye!

Baby, wo ai ni. :)

Reviving process

2011-07-29T11:46:00.000-07:00

Hi. Been a looooong time since I started blogging. Haha. Oh well, I feel like blogging again. Hmmm. Past year lots of shit have been happening. Same old shits la basically. But somehow I managed to get through it. Right now I just wanna say something to that person that has been there with me through thick and thin. Baby, I love you. And you know damn well you mean the world to me. Sorry I didn't pick up your calls. I was sleeping. My bad. :/ hmm. I love your blog btw! ;)

RIP.

2009-09-04T12:08:00.000-07:00

Finally, MJ has been laid to rest yesterday, i wrote this tribute a long time ago. But i waited till he reached 10 feet under to write this. RIP MJ. =)

A Tribute

I'm here to talk about a man,
Whom i believe has touched hearts and lives all over the world,
Many of us have been inspired by his music,
Moved by his lyrics, Danced along to his beats,
Young and old, he touched them all,
To talk about his good parts,
I don't even know where to start,
Its unbelievable what he can do,
Given just a pen and a paper,
And he tore apart the long standing racial barriers,
With just a song, only he could do
He reminded us the value of judging ourselves first,
before judging others,
When all we knew, was point fingers, practically blaming others,
He taught us to appreciate our world,
And save it for the future generation,
That song moved hearts all around the world,
It created a new born generation,
And who can forget the time he first moonwalked into our lives?
Gracefully sliding as if the floor was laid with powder,
It was a move most of us could only dream of achieving,
While many claimed to have perfected it,
All they did was just imitate it,
Because everybody knows there's only one moonwalker,
Now and forever.
Then came the part where he was hit with controversy,
One court case after another,
Why the accusations? To make him suffer,
When he was the one who made us believe in democracy?

Many of us thought his life was perfect,
Making millions after millions,
But the truth is nobody's life is perfect,
Even if you make billions and trillions.

He was forced into an early adulthood,
Leaving behind, his cherished childhood,
To join his brothers, who really asked if he wanted to?
Even though he was magical with his feet,
All he wanted, was a normal childhood.

He was due to perform in London,
50 nights, 50 concerts, a much awaited comeback tour,
But when he passed on,
What was supposed to be sweet, now turns sour.

Now he has moved on,
A tragic story, now forever gone,
A tribute to this man,
Was exactly my plan,
Now this is my story,
The rest will be history.

RIP M.J. Wherever in this world you may be, i hope that you will forever be happy. Rest in peace, for you have gone through too much in this world. Finally you will get some peace. Glad you have finally been laid to rest.

Another Song!!

2009-08-24T13:11:00.000-07:00

I should have blogged about this song earlier. But dam busy lar. Lol. seriously, this song is dam nice, plus, it has a meaning too. Make sure u all listen!!

Second Chance

My eyes are open wide
And by the way, I made it
Through the day
I watched the world outside
By the way, I'm leaving out
Today

Well, I just saw hailey's
Comet shooting
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappears
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere

[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Please don't cry
One tear for me
I'm not afraid of
What I have to say
This is my one and
Only voice
So listen close, it's
Only for today

Well, I just saw hailey's
Comet shooting
Said why you always running
In place?
Even the man in the
Moon disappears
Somewhere in the
Stratosphere

[Chorus]
Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Heres my chance
This is my chance

Tell my mother,
Tell my father
I've done the best I can
To make them realise
This is my life
I hope they understand
I'm not angry, I'm just saying...
Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance

Sometimes goodbye
Is a second chance [x2]

2009-08-24T13:07:00.000-07:00

Hey, today i played ping pong the whole day with paul. Went to get new ping pong balls as well. LOL. Okay, after that, we decided to go wait for ben, mishand and wk at abc so we had dinner there as well. Then around 9.30 they came, they ate then we did what we did best, move outside and yum cha! LOL. We finished around 12, went for toilet break, left mishand waiting outside cause we hided. HAHA. I guess thats about it. Bye.

Nice Song!

2009-08-22T14:00:00.000-07:00

Kristy are you doing okay?

There’s a moment in time
And it’s stuck in my mind
Way back, when we were just kids

Cause your eyes told the tale
Of an act of betrayal
I knew that somebody did

Oh, waves of time
Seem to wash away
The scenes of our crimes
But for you this never ends

Can you stay strong?
Can you go on?
Kristy are you doing okay?
A rose that won’t bloom
Winter’s kept you
Don’t waste your whole life trying
To get back what was taken away

Though the marks on your dress
Had been neatly repressed
I knew that something was wrong
And I should have spoke out
And I’m so sorry now
I didn’t know
Cause we were so young

Oh, clouds of time
Seem to rain on
Innocence left behind
And it never goes away

What a name for a song! Its really nice. Go listen.

Glory glory!!

2009-08-22T13:36:00.000-07:00

Alright. Nirmala tortured us in tuition today. Reached tjun's house at 12.30pm, reached tuition at 12.45, thinking what tell teacher. Then, she changed the time of the tuition to 1. I was like....happy but dam mad at the same time. LOL. Oh, then had dinner and went abc with paul. Watched mu game with teh ais by my side. HAHA!! Major improvement by mu i tell u, especially foster. Top class saves today. Oh, 2 goals from rooney, dam cun volley from berbatov, owen's super finish, and a nani bent-it-like-beckham today, move over ronaldo, we got nani. :D 5-0 demolishing of wigan today really made my day. Alright, until next time, ciaoz. And to all muslims out there, Selamat Berpuasa!!

Holidays!!

2009-08-21T03:42:00.000-07:00

Finally, the bloody trials are OVER. Which leaves the real deal left to go through. Okay. Now finally i can chill and update my 'dead' blog. LOL. I got back my english paper today, 90%!! Woots! All that late nights writing poems and songs must finally be showing some results. Okay. After school i went for futsal, Bob Crew beat Real United!! Yeah!! Scored 6 goals along the way. The first 2 and the last 2 goals. LOL..then 2 more in between. haha. I just love futsal. Haven't played in ages, so when you all wanna play again, the cbox is just thr. Alright, i got tuition at 8 later. Hell i tell you!!
Can't wait till pmr's over. Now i should really try to enjoy my holidays. Over and out.

Guess Who?

2009-07-10T11:07:00.000-07:00

Alright, this is a poem of some sort about a person. u think u know him? leave a msg in my cbox if u do..tks!!

Just mention the word irritating, only one person comes straight to my mind, yeah, and you know it, don't try to deny, cause accept it, you're just one dam irritating guy. You act as if you know everything, but the truth is, you know absolutely nothing, you'd be surprised to know how many people actually feel the same, so given an opportunity to write this, i have every reason to claim. So, i take no blame. Not to mention, what a proud bastard you are, just because you're good at ONE thing, that doesn't make you a pro at everything, you actually suck, big time, at some, or should i say, most of it? =P i don't know what else to say about you, when it comes to you, only a fool will need one piece of paper to write about you. I have now decided to write something more meaningful, then to waste my time banging a retard like you. It wont take a fool long enough to figure out who 'you' are. Cause there's a perfect candidate for this, and that person is non other than you, *fill in this blank* =p

Skipping school-Again!!!

2009-06-24T10:47:00.001-07:00

Yes, im actually gonna skip school again!!! dam cool la this h1n1. Just now was supposed to do something i wanted to do for sooo long, but because of "family matters", had to postpone it. Some ppl might know, some dont. Today i SCREWED pk in tennis, haha who's ur coach ar? i wanna learn from him. Oh, our style of play was, he serve, i return. End of point. Oh, and our games mastermind khaveen created a new game! using the chi-ku-pak as a basic. Haha pk i leading u la. u suck! and if u were wondering, NO, was never and never will be scared of you! Red Bull!! oh, anddd for my next post or so, i'm gonna write about tat one person i hate the most in my life right now. You know dam well who you are!! im not gonna tell who lar, keep guessing. Thanks alot for wat ur doing to me, but if i get the chance, i'll repay wat u did 10 or 100 times more. So, stay tuned. Its gonna be awesome!! Ciaoz!!

Skipped School!

2009-06-23T03:11:00.001-07:00

Hey..finally i get to use the com. And finally BLOG. So, missed school today, cause H1N1 has finally arrived at PJ. I've been waiting for this soo long!! But tomorrow i'm going to school cause got Pjk, at least tats 1 reason for me to go to school. I actually managed to study and finish my maths homework..yes! Dam boredd la now..and yes paul! i wanna shisha..lol. I hope i can use the com tomorrow when my dad and i get back on good terms..which i hope is soon..haha. So, i hope i can update again tmrw, after tennis. Ciao!

Close Call?

2009-06-19T01:08:00.001-07:00

Haha..luckily i finished my Sejarah folio JUST in time, avoiding what happened to wing tjun and prashant..LOL. how was dewan kuliah, guys? Currently waiting to send sum stuff to pk. Where the hell are you la? Currently addicted to BOTH versions of 'no boundaries'..as u can see on my blog header...dunno why. Its a nice song la actally. Written by the new judge of AI? Oh, today was nice..didnt study much. Oh, and a special note to pk, i'll pay ur 10 bucks in a million years k? LOL.
Gonna ciao soon. Nirmalas..haha..few more months only. Hang in There!! God knows la wat i will do after PMR..Bye!!

First Post!

2009-06-15T07:42:00.000-07:00

Hey..i decided to finally blog. My first day back at school sucked. Sprained toe. Wallet got stolen..Damn la! anyways..i missed AFS interview today. LOL..MUST try next year. Now i'm stuck with my Sejarah folio. Haizz...must finish it by tonight.. so, i will update when i'm done. Bye!!